Friday, 10 April 2020


Life is a bitch and she hurts like hell. She'll pick you up, let you enjoy the highs and make you suffer with the lows... and boy, have I experienced my fair share of lows these past few years. So, that's where I've been. Riding life's lows.

I won't say life has been all bad since my last post on here and on Youtube but it hasn't been pretty. I've enjoyed some great times, done some great things and met great people. On the other hand though, I've experience more pain than I could ever imagine, in every way.

'...all it's lessons, pain, experiences, up and downs, twists and turns, and all it's beauty and ugliness...'

It's funny how you can be finally healing and growing from some past traumas, thinking ''yeah I'm doing better, I'm finally getting over _____" and how life can laugh and throw you another painful hurdle and all you can do is sigh and deal with it. Get on with it but it ain't without suffering that's for sure. With me, these moments call for a retreat back to myself; where I switch off, drop everything and have to pick things up one by one, at it's due course until I am back on track. Youtube and blogging was one of these things.

My life has served me an interesting journey so far in my 23 years to say the least. Some I've shared, some I'm yet to and some I never will. One thing is for sure though, I have grown up in time I have been away- mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

"With time comes wisdom", right? What's the point in learning life's wisdoms if you don't share it with others - those who could also learn from it? So I guess that's what I am back to. Sharing my life, all it's lessons, pain, experiences, ups and downs, twists and turns, all it's beauty and ugliness with hope that I can look back at it in time with admiration and awe of my personal growth and most importantly, help others in any way I can.

We're back. Sit back and enjoy the ride. It's a real bumpy one.


(Coat - H&M)

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